As you may know, I had been wavering back and forth about whether or not I was going to do this 10K. After my craptastic run in Central Park last week, I was ready to throw in the towel. I texted my friend Abby (who I knew was also going to be running the race) and I told her that the heat was too much, I couldn't get over my mental block and that I couldn't do the race. As I mentioned before, she talked me off the ledge and convinced me that I COULD in fact do it. I was still not completely sure, especially considering my last experience with a 10K, so I asked Abby if I could run with her.
Last week I mentioned that Abby uses the run/walk method of Jeff Galloway where you basically plan a run to walk ratio ahead of time. I had always heard of this method but for me, I always had it in my head that if I was going to be a runner, I wanted to RUN. I saw it as cheating if I walked during a run. I had it in my head that I was failing if I walked. But, honestly my goal was just to FINISH this Queens 10K, so if I could run and walk through it? I thought I might have a fighting chance.
Abby was fine with me tagging along beside her during the race, so I felt good knowing that I would have a supportive friend right by my side to push me through if need be. I'm happy to say, that I didn't!
This week in NYC, there was a huge heat wave. Everyday, the temps soared to at least 100 degrees and I knew that I wasn't going to even attempt to run outside in that (I hit the gym instead). The forecast was calling for the heat to break the night before, but I told myself and others that if it didn't, I wasn't going to be doing it. I really didn't want to put myself through that kind of hell. I knew that my running confidence couldn't take that kind of hit considering it was on shaky enough ground. Luckily the heat did break and this morning was actually quite pleasant! I popped out of bed at 6 AM (and by popped I mean, of course, crawling out of bed and shuffling) and made a breakfast of some eggs whites, a bagel thin with peanut butter and a banana. I was a little worried it might be too much, but I was giving myself plenty of time to digest and I knew that I was going to have to eat something to have energy to get through this thing. Might have been the perfect amount because I didn't feel full or gross, but I also didn't feel sluggish and fatigued from lack of fuel. I probably should have had more water as I did feel slightly dehydrated towards the end, but live and learn!
I got there, met up with Abby, and then we were off and running! We decided to do a 1:1 ratio and see how we felt. I have to say, I think I might be a full on run/walk convert. I LOVED it. I felt like it broke up the monotony and gave your legs a break! I think I might play around with the ratio a bit and see which one suits me best, but I definitely am a HUGE fan of the run/walk. For anyone out there who thinks that they can't run? Guess what, yes you can!
The other thing I gotta say, was it was amazing having Abby by my side for this race because we just chatted the whole time! I never had a chance to hit a mental blockage because I never had a chance to get inside my head! By the end, yes... my legs were starting to get tired, but we just kept going! I was very happy that I never had to resort to the "I can't do this! Talk me through this! Hold me hand and drag me along!" whining that I thought I might have to do in order to finish. Abby checked in on me, made sure I was feeling good and strong and we trudged along! At around the 3 mile mark Abby passed me a Gu energy gel, which I had never had before. I had read all about them from other running bloggers and knew that they supposedly helped and I don't know if it was the Gu or the run/walk, but I never felt depleted in this race like I have in almost all my other ones. So, note to self... buy Gu gels.
There were no medals this time (boo...) but that's okay. I crossed that finish line and that was my goal. The plus was that I finished it feeling strong and like I could rule the world. I just checked my results and we finished in 1:28 and change. My goal was to finish before the 1:30 mark, so I accomplished that! Our pace was around 14:13. My pace EXACTLY from my last New York Road Runners race, which I think was actually that awful 10K! So there you go! I finished this one feeling great at that pace, and that one feeling like someone hit me with a mack truck! Do I wish it were faster? Maybe, but I got time for that.
I really did have a great runners high at the end of this race. I felt like I could rule the world. I also felt like I could actually run a half marathon! I think I can do it now! I mean, REALLY do it! I know I've signed up for them in the past and two I've backed out on, and the third was cancelled on me but I always felt like I just wasn't ready. I just wasn't a good enough runner. Well, guess what? I don't feel that way anymore! I CAN do this! I CAN complete a half marathon! Now I just have to find one that fits into my schedule... That might actually be the trickier part!
So, there you have it folks. I did it! Phew... Now I need food because, damn... I'm hungry!
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