I have jogged maybe once or twice since the last 10K, the most being a 4 mile jog over a week ago. Do I think I can do the 10K? Yes. Do I know if I want to rejoin the world of racing? Not sure...
But, while one half of me is really adamant about not running, the other half is REALLY excited about doing it. I wanna see if my cross training will have improved my speed and endurance. It might be a bit too early to tell, but I can't deny that I'm curious.
The race is Saturday morning, so I guess I still have a few days left to decide. The final decision will probably be made Friday night at around 10 PM.
Tomorrow is Wednesday, which was when I used to weigh myself. I had previously mentioned wanting to stay off the scale for a full month, but I will admit that I've peeked a few times just nothing official. I think I am going to go back to weekly weigh-ins. I am tired of not seeing the numbers move on the scale, and I think weighing in weekly will hold me more accountable. So, no matter what the number says tomorrow, be prepared for a weigh in. I will admit, I'm nervous. Keeping my fingers crossed that I'm FINALLY out of the 250s!!
Until tomorrow!
Heyyy, Don't be upset about being at the back of the pack. That's my home for now. I know that with time and exercise and running... I will get better. When I started my journey, I used to do one mile in 20 minutes. As of May 1st, my pace was 15:03. It's going to get better. Just compete against yourself, nobody else.
ReplyDeleteI hear ya on the weigh ins. Sometimes they suck. I'm not sure what to expect tomorrow. But whatever it is, don't forget its about the journey, not the number. Keep going, you're doing fab!